Diaries of a Terrorist
Diaries of a Terrorist, the first full-length collection by Christopher Soto, rebukes systems of policing and those responsible for implementing them. Employing the first-person plural, Soto speaks in a multiplicity of voices, including those of witnesses to the murder of a neighbor by police (“We woke with no sleep // Yellow taped around our block”) and two hundred Indian women who lynched their rapist in a much-publicized act of vigilante justice:
Gored & gorge are words to describe a wound Gorgeous
// The opening
Of a blade inside his chest Gorgeous // Black galaxies
growingAcross his skin // We threw rocks // & Chili pepper
Arrest us all
Soto’s focus extends beyond jails, prisons, and juvenile detention centers, to interrogate the social and cultural enforcement of normative gender and sexuality. At the center of this volume is “The Children In Their Little Bulletproof Vests,” an eight-page poem—set off from the rest of the work with a cover page and end page—about a poetry workshop for incarcerated boys. The poem’s stanzas stagger across the pages like brushstrokes:
[…]
Before each class
We’d wash #C003 Rustic Red paint from
Our nude nails then
Exchange our black dresses
For slim blue jeans
Each body disciplined
For its difference
For its distance to
State power
Though they must conceal themselves within that carceral space, the speakers nevertheless share visions for a new future
Together we
Learned
To write
To wrought
The pain & make it
Beautiful.
Alongside its uncompromising portrait of injustice Diaries of a Terrorist also offers audacious glimmers of hope.